Title : Rest
When received title of this book first time in bookstore, I am comfortable in busy everyday that word that is rest usually gives.Had thought rest and so on.
However, France is alias that word that is rest attaches in a soft-boiled person.
Shape of "," suggests tear.....Of our country`s bibcock like nickname ....
Master nickname of this book is rest justly.
No, it was rest.He is a person who tear dries now.
He did not to feel own to tearless and some emotion growing.
A person who all is insensibility .
Life was not braid that must catch revitalizing certainly that must not drop to him.
Preferably, know less than whether desired that braid of life is expired naturally.
Finally, he gets the opportunity from par¡¦(»ý·«)
cide roused plural spirit about a doctor to son who is one and end son is silent.
Dear woman had felt meaning of life for a moment occurring, but he fulfils death that give up braid of life that is such and is presaged.
Is person who can not understand.Really ......
Should be so why.
" may go by where.However, I rush.
It can not express by horse that can cross city by fast motorcycle or sleep and feel.
Freedom, perhaps, it .
No longer think to forget all girls me, I run also running. "
This person who speak freedom that forget me .
Revenge does not know that was not more on excuse to go through suicide to him.
It exists in the world that can draw him inside of life.
If he does not find it, .......If we give to him because find it, .....
He did not commit suicide... !!!
" must not believe.
Do not become Miteoseon.This sweetish rest that show possibility of happiness allusively, that do not expect and almost suspension of inexpectant this time immediately disappear, but that is worth appreciating high, that is going to recognize recognize must . "
He refuses it finally to that love which gave meaning of moment life called on and drove own to cliff by this autohypnosis.
" happiness is not crab for you.This friend .
By that unique where that worthest deliver "
Life seems to be not more to small station to go by death to him as read this book.
That do not become take a rest to take for a moment by other threshold to go to terminal........
" sit in cliff.
Leg flickers from the sky. Left is weapon.
It is my time.Happen.Finally, find horizon.Birds whimper deriding.
There is no identification card among.
People who search for my body anytime may be going to give some name to me. "
Tensor that take charge translation of this book in translator latter term compared master of a tooth book to Moereusso of "Alien".
And this book of market is his Cheonyeojak justly by a person that is Erik alpen that is France`s famous judge.
Erik alpen used so in a small octavo preface.
Wanted to speak a man......
Intended so that emotion that there does not exist to master may make to readers....
It was not that wanted to emphasize speeches which market wanted to convey through a book to us practicing irony....
If there is no name that he has invented and time that can talk together about master who is full of fault is given, it is thought is going to become meter that know me as well as that understand him.
There is clearly reason that must catch braid of life unlike master of this book to me.
So, prepare before sleep dress will wear tomorrow and it is speech.
However, master of this book yesterday mouth dress today again wear and mouth`s dress will wear again tomorrow today.
Suicide does not know was presaged to him who there will no be ideas about tomorrow.
About him, unapprehended part asks for a moment.
We are when we forget meaning or sense of life sometimes including me.
Times slump .Or, asthenia .May I be mean which is mistaken if speak that is fatigue? Occur him that time if awake that I did action and speech that master of this book does while live anyhow unintentionally and understand the part.
May understand a little him even if whole is not somewhen as do.
However, mind that do not want to understand him from other mind one side is acting considerable.
I do not think death...
It is not way freely....
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